What is what people call insane? What is it people call life? What is it people call reality as I hear nothing of it. People assume to much, wishing it all be a fact, proved, and yet it may have been reality, seen froms eyes that was able to pull away a veil of so-called reality. A life said, but what about death? You know you'll fade so why fear? Why must one say pull away from suicide, as its nothing but early death...yes just nothing to live for, and let yourself fall.

Somewhat questioning to what say, somewhat odd how they must say it, but how do they know?

I'm getting a therapist I think. It's my fault I know, but ya know what i don't think I'd mind one. Though it better be a good one. ^-^ It was because I checked something off on some council paper, and they though that it was a bad thing. I wounder why? What so bad about having thoughts of killing yourself? I won't die just from thoughts, and I won't die because I have people that care for me. Though I wounder whats so important about life? I know I'm suppose to go through it but what so important about it? To keep civilization going? But thats no reason, I know I have said one, the people who love you right? But what if you had no one to love you...Whats the reason of living? What if you never see the good parts of living, or is there any at all thats so important to go through it all for.